It's Going to be a Journey....

Wow, I never thought having the fog lifted would reveal so much. Why did I have so many years taken from me? I now realize that I missed out on precious years with my daughters, my family and friends. The thing that gets me the most is the time missed with my daughters. Yes, while I was in a state of existing, without the feelings of being truly alive. Well, I am very thankful to be living again, except my daughters are grown and gone. I would love to have them home with me again so I could spend the quality time with them I long for. Maybe they didn't notice, maybe, I was good on putting a happy face on, the fact is they DID make me happy, I just wish I had felt better. I think I'm lonely... I will tone down the pity party. Depression sucks, be very careful if you are on anti-depressants, they can make you very depressed. I have come to realize that it's time to take charge of my own health. I have had many bad experiences with a multitude of doctors, specialists, and medical personnel .

This is something that has been heavy on my mind. I am a Patient Care Technician with LPN courses possibly starting in ten months. I'm not sure that is where I am suppose to be anymore. Of course, some of the practices are done because it is mandated and not the fault of medical personnel.  Since I don't agree with a lot that is going on in the healthcare field, is that what I want to do for the rest of my life? I've checked into educating myself  in natural medicine but it's pretty expensive. I realize there is a purpose for medication and is a blessing in many cases but it is given out like candy anymore. No one has time to research the medications, most of us want to trust that if we are being prescribed something, it is for our benefit. The more knowledge I have the more I realize that any chemicals(medication and many others), processed foods, anything on our skin (make-up, lotions etc.) were not intended to be absorbed within our bodies. The more we have of these things the more out of balance our bodies become. Everyone is different and unique when it comes to their health. I hope and pray that if you are reading this, know it is for a reason. How much medicine are you taking? How much processed foods does your family consume? Do you or your loved ones have symptom's of Candida (yeast) overgrowth? Work on getting your body back in balance the best you can. Drink water, it has helped me so much. This is my own personal opinion and experience. Praying for direction.

I am still feeling so much better than before Plexus, but continue to adjust as I see fit. I'm trying to pay attention to my body and the way I feel. I haven't taken Probio5 in about two weeks, I thought after taking a months worth, I would be good. Well I do believe I was wrong, from research, a good probiotic is actually more important than a multi-vitamin. Your body needs a certain amount of yeast but without something to ward off the bad bacteria, overgrowth will be a never ending cycle. Therefore, I will take a probiotic daily for maintenance. I notice I don't feel as good as I did when I was taking the probiotic. I also ordered my youngest daughter a bottle, praying it will help immensely with her Ulcerative Colitis!! Tiffany will continue to take one for maintenance as well.

I called to get an update from Tiffany after a week on the Slim/Accelerator and she has the flu. She knows she lost two pounds and her clothes fit looser. When she's feeling better we will get measurements. To date I have lost ten pounds and I don't know how many inches. I didn't start these products for weight loss but to get healthier by getting my body back in balance. I am Not complaining! The Slim/Accelerator gives you a ton of energy and definitely controls cravings.

This weekend I saw a great friend of mine, whom, I haven't seen in a while. She is battling some tough health issues and after she gets doctors approval, she is going to try the products. I sure hope the good Lord allows these products to help her as much as they have helped me.That's all I want is for those I love to experience the benefits I have.

If you are suffering from the many ailments of life, change it. It is pretty much guaranteed to help you, it isn't medicine, you can buy it at a health food store (other probiotics). Make sure you get a good one though. Quality of life can be better.

Please follow the links on my other post for information concerning Candida, FB testimonies, plexus products.

Spirtual Health

My body is healing from the inside out, it is awesome! Now that I am becoming myself again, I am having to relive many things from the past. This isn't easy, nor is it fun. The only way I can get through, is to have some serious talks with Jesus. It seems natural when things are good, your prayers or time with God may not be as essential as when your in the valley. This is one thing that I will be careful of, I need to stay close to God in order to be healthy and happy. He is my Rock and always has been. Today, I will have a little talk with Jesus. I hope you too will spend quality time with Him also.

Father, I long to feel Your presence.
My soul is unsettled, in need of your guidance.
I only want Your will in my life,
do not let me veer to the left or right.

I ask forgiveness for my sins Father.
Help me be more Christ like.
If there is something I should be doing,
show me.
If there is something I shouldn't be doing,
please show me that as well.

Where is my joy Father?
As a child of God, it should be evident.
Forgive me for allowing this wicked world
to steal my joy and make me weary.
Help me to give my worries of the world
over to my Protector.
My heart is saddened at what has become of
Your creation. I know it saddens you.
Evil has overcome it, it's everywhere I look.
The only security I find is in You.

I need to hear from you Father,
I need to know your plan for me.
I want to make you proud,
I want Your will, not mine.
Send me Father, to bring glory to You.
I am willing Father and I know you will equip me.

Those who have lifted me spiritually,
those I thought were part of my heavenly family,
they were wolves in sheep skin.
I fear the world and the people in it.
Your Word is being mocked and
Your name is used in vain.

Have mercy on me Father, keep me close.
I long to hear from You, to feel Your presence.
Protect my family from evil, please lead, guide
and direct our every path.

Tears flow as though a damn has broken.
I mourn for you Father, I grieve over
wickedness that has overcome the ones I love.
Help me to be the wife you intended me to be.
Change my heart Lord, allow me to love much
and forgive more.
I need these walls to come down Father,
only with Your help can I break them.

Give me discernment to see you, hear you
and feel your presence.

I have such a void in my heart Father.
A void that was once filled by one of Your angels.
I thank you for the precious time I had with my mom.
She was a woman of great Faith, much love,
and unfailing faithfulness.
Though my heart aches for her, I know she is
in a much better place with You.
I feel like I failed her as a daughter.
Why didn't I spend more time with her?
This world wore her out, she deserved so
much more.
I long to see her beautiful smile, to lay my head
in her lap, to feel her arms wrapped around me.
I miss her wise words, her gentleness, her great
Faith, her servant heart.
Forgive my selfishness for yearning to be with her.
I rejoice in the time we had together.

Fill me with peace that only You can give Father.
Thank You for loving me, protecting me,
and giving me strength to go on.

I thank you in advance for answering my prayers.
Help me to accept the things I don't understand.
Forgive those who no longer love me,
I will always love them.

I pray for the lost Father.
I know the time is drawing near,
there is family that I pray will join
me in eternity one day.
Family I haven't even met.
I pray for them Father, I love them
and only want them to know true
joy by knowing You.
Help me to be a better witness.
Keep my path straight Father,
keep me on the narrow path,
along with my loved ones.
I pray for strength for each of us.
Forgive us of our sins Father.

I love you Father with all my heart, soul,
strength, and mind. I pray these things
in Jesus' name. Amen.

I'm so Blessed!

Had the most wonderful, much needed quality time with my Tif! She is so happy and blessed with an amazing husband. I have two daughters and have prayed for their future husbands since they were small. Talk about answered prayer, I have the best son-in-law that anyone could ask for. He is in the Navy and headed to high places, so proud. My daughter got her letter in, informing her that she was accepted into nursing school, so proud. Life is good. I brought my grandbaby, Tiffany informed me that she only wanted me to come if I brought Payton. Whew... the very best of children require lots of attention, wore me out. Great family time though.

I cried like a baby for two hours after we left. Though she has lived away for almost two years, it's as if it just hit home. Since I've been feeling better, well I'm feeling and that alone is taking some adjustments. I am not complaining about feeling better, believe me. I have to be honest though, I have cried tears like never before, over things that have happened in the last two years. I am seeing my life in a whole new perspective. In the past, I would cry emotionless tears. I would cry and not know why. I lacked emotions and feelings, so confusing. You live like that long enough you begin to think your home may actually be in the nearest mental facility. Yes, I prayed and prayed that God would lead, guide and direct me in the path to better health. I knew it would be in His time and I just waited patiently (I tried), knowing, His timing is best. And, as you know, I wasn't looking for Plexus when I found it. I was very discerning for quite sometime before I tried it for myself. So glad I did.

OKAY, Update: Starting Thursday morning, Tiffany and I started on the Slim and Accelerator. This was the first time I had tried these products. I felt awesome! I took the Slim drink and one Accelerator and my daughter is taking two accelerators. The first day she felt a little jittery. The accelerator does have natural caffeine. It was not unbearable, she said she still felt great. The days to follow she did not get jittery at all. We were headed downtown SC the second night and she said she felt irritable. I reminded her she hadn't eat anything since breakfast. She then realized this was the culprit, she exclaimed she never forgot to eat. I definitely had more energy and just an overall feeling great. My mood was awesome. I was still having to take my anxiety medication as needed before but from what I have researched, the pink drink is for anxiety and depression. So, I never felt like I needed anything for anxiety. Very excited. The drink tastes good, which makes it easier. I have lost a total of ten pounds since starting Plexus about a month and a half ago. I am off all my medication, unless I have to take the one as needed. I did notice some bumps that would randomly pop up on my foot or toes. They looked like little blisters, they weren't bothersome though. Within a couple of days they just disappeared. Not sure if it has anything to do with Plexus but my daughter had some on her arm. Tiffany had lost a pound and half by the time I left, three days. In her experience she said she felt great with plenty of energy. We are both doing our best to drink half out body weight in water, without the water I really don't think you will get the results desired. I hated water too, but knowing I only had 80 percent of my blood volume and doctors had stressed the importance of hydration, over and over, I forced it until I started craving it. It usually takes at least thirty days to make or brake a habit. Now, without the water, I just don't feel as good. I eat smaller portions and less cravings. I will update on Tiffany on Friday, this way, she would of been on the Slim and Accelerator for a week.

I wish I had money, if I did, I would purchase these products myself and give them to the ones I love so they could feel better to. I figure little by little I will help my family to get their bodies back in balance to the very best possible. If you want something different, you must do something different. I ask that you pray about what to do about your health issues, if applicable. Do your research, but please, give it a try. If I can help in anyway I will. I don't want anyone to suffer when they don't have to. If your on FB, friend me, that way we can communicate better.

Have you decided to take control of your health? Why or why not? I am as going to post the FB page of testimonies.... PLEASE read these, follow the new testimonies. They are truly unbelievable for so many different reasons. Either people are making up some crazy stuff, it's a conspiracy or it's the truth. It's yours to decide.

Wishing you health and happiness, may God bless.

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I Think I'm Sold!

I am so excited and shocked. As I was reading through Plexus testimonies, I ran across an amazing story of a teenager who struggled with the exact same thing that I have. Not only me but my two daughters and my sister! The reason I am shocked is because you never read about someone else who has POTS. It is a difficult disorder to diagnosis and for me, I was pretty sure someone would take me to the funny farm before they figured it out. Like this teenager I was on multiple medications, lethargic, anxiety, panic attacks and many different symptoms. I will be going to see my oldest daughter in six days and she will start the Slim/Accelerator, which is what the teenager in the testimony was taking. I can't wait. If this is all true and considering how much better I am feeling... I am very optimistic! It is one thing to find something to make me feel better but if it helps my two daughters, I think I am going to jump in head first! Still praying for God's guidance through it all. Speaking of God, I truly believe that everything happens for a reason. In saying that, I can honestly say that I can't remember exactly how I came across Plexus. What are the chances that I would run across a testimony that was exactly me. My husband and I were sitting on the back deck and I was scrolling FB when I ran across the story. I started reading it aloud for some reason and it got both of our attention quick. He couldn't believe it either. His response was, "You need to stay on that stuff!". I agreed and he is aware that he too will be on it for his RA.

I have been hesitate to express my excitement since I have been using these awesome Natural products. This should be on the news or something, I'll tell the story. I am telling my personal story but there are a lot of stories out there, I mean a lot! I wish I had a better way of getting the word out. I have searched for ill side effects and have found them. People do get nauseous, vomit, sweating, hot flashes, itching, yeast infections, dizzy, cramps, gas and all those that comes with cleansing your body. Getting your body back in balance is different for everyone and the best way to figure out what will work for you is to do the research, adjust doses as needed, be prepared to feel bad for a week or two; depending on the about of yeast and toxins in your system. Just remember no matter if your using Plexus or products at your local GNC, make sure you are drinking half your body weight in water (OZ). Otherwise imagine all those toxins in your gut churning with nothing to wash it out. I imagine you could get pretty sick. There is a wealth of information waiting to be discovered. I am going to post a link explaining yeast in your body and the symptoms of yeast overgrowth. It is very interesting and informative. When talking about what happens when you cleanse the yeast from your body it is referred to "die off" symptoms.

Would you help me spread the word? Could you share this post? Will you check it out for you or loved ones, It has been life changing for so many and I know there are so many hurting out there wishing they just felt better.

I have tried many Probiotics during my visits to the Health Food Store but I never got results like this, which is why I am sticking to it. If you have any questions I would love to hear from you. If I can't answer a question, I will find the answer or lead you in the direction. If your skeptical, I don't blame you, been there, done that. Check it out for yourself. I have 10 three day trial packs of Slim/Accelerator for $11.95 but I'm not sure how I would get it to you.....

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Oh, I have a friend coming in tomorrow until Sunday so I'm not sure I will post on these days.
Talk to you soon, God Bless:)